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I'M HOOOOOME!! Dec. 26th, 2007 @ 08:42 pm

I finally made it home!  HOME for 10 whole days! <3  *dances dances dances*

Guys, I'm totally going to turn into Air Force salesman.  IT FUCKING ROCKS, PEOPLE.  I can't even tell you how damn fun and cool it is.  FUCKING LOVE IT.

Where you at: HOME! SPOKANE! YAY!
Tom is: giddy

Aug. 12th, 2007 @ 06:47 pm
BYE Y'ALL, SEE YOU SOMETIME LATER.

Probably not, actually, so bye, y'all.

I'M OFF TO TEXAS FOR BASIC TRAINIIIING!

Aug. 11th, 2007 @ 09:37 am
Nobody reads this, I don't know why I'm updating, but I'm leaving in two days, so...if you don't hear from me for awhile, that's why: I'm in BMT.

Aug. 9th, 2007 @ 07:25 pm
I really can't believe I have 3 days left.

Wowz.

And our new exchange student came in today. She's lovely.

Aug. 8th, 2007 @ 02:04 pm
Less than one week! I'm starting to get super nervous. :P
Other entries
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11 days left.



I keep having recurring dreams. It's very weird.
» 14 days motherfuckers!
TWO WEEKS AND I AM OUTTA HERE. GODDAMN TEXAS HERE I BLOODY COME!! Yerse.

That whole sentence was pretty much horrid.
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Lalalala.

Someone called me a "baby killer".

WHAT?!

That's so fucking hilarious, I can't believe it!! HAHAHAHA!

Blaqk Audio is going to make a video.

HALLELUJAH!

MY PRAYERS ARE ANSWERED!

Well, one of 'em.

16 days left!



In other news, I reread Pieces last night and I was pleasantly surprised to find that I had not, in fact, written a piece of shite. It was a nice feeling. This particular story also won "Best Drama" for 2006 AFIslash Awards.
Pieces
Pairing: Jade/Adam
Rating: NC-17/X
Categories: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Non-Con, Self-harm

You all should also read PussyCat, since Evelynne and I have been working on this a lot and it's turning out BRILLIANT. It really is very nearly finished, we're knocking out chapter 3, and chapters 4 and 5 are being written independently (4 by her, 5 by me) so those are all finished.
PussyCat
Pairing: Jade/Adam
Rating: NC-17/XXX
Categories: PWP, BDSM, Incest

That's right: I haven't changed. I am a WHORE. STILL.
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Why are all my friends all pissed at me that I'm leaving?
» There is no LATER here
I.
Hate.
My.
Friends.

They've got to be the most miserable fuckheads in the world.

I keep asking them to come and visit me, and they keep blowing it off until later. I keep wondering how long it will take them to realize that I've got two weeks to be available and I'd really like to see them before I get out of here, since I am NEVER COMING BACK...you'd think they'd try to make more time and see me, but they're all telling me things and blowing me off. I wonder how I'm going to get the message across that I WILL NOT BE HERE EVER AGAIN and you can't keep putting off visiting me because I am RUNNING AWAY FOREVER. THERE IS NO LATER.
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Party was horrid. Absolutely horrid.



But HP7 was so good I took out all my frustrations and cried on that.
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I was eating strawberry pocky today and was overwhelmed by the desire to feed pocky to my amazing boyfriend. Unfortunately, he's 6000 miles away. *tear* BUT I WILL MANAGE THE POCKY FEEDING! RAWR!

I love him so much. Even though he's so far away, he always makes me feel incredibly happy. *dreamy sigh* I've never felt this waaaaay befooooooore... </dork>


SUPERNEWSOFTHEDAY.
*fistpump* Found out I'll only be in tech school for 3 months, 3 weeks. Which means I'll find out my Permanent Duty Station sometime in November, probably, and be there by January. <3 And one of my station options is Mildenhall (Cambridge), England. OhfuckinglordpleaseletmegotoMildenhall. I wanna see everyone there sooo badly. Ohpleasepleasepleaseplease. Everyone please cross their fingers for me!! This means I'll only be a thousand miles from my Adam instead of 6k. <3 *whimpers*
» Wheee!
Ahhh. I'm so glad I never gave up slashing. Hot man sex is, and always will be, amazing. I should get a tattoo devoted to slash. Some huge mural of Jade and Adam fucking hard, in full colour, covering my entire back. Hmm.

...Yeah, that'll require some more thought.

I don't think I can slash Interpol now that Carlos has the stupid Captain Morgan thing going (I want to tackle him to the ground, tie him to a chair and SHAVE OFF THAT GODDAMN MOUSTACHE!!) but I find myself fondly reminiscing of my favourite Antics-era Gothtard.



In the mean time, I'm growing ever more fond of OLTA. What's everyone's favourite song? I'm really quite liking Who Do You Think, and Pace Is The Trick is pretty much genious.

And here's the disaster story of the day. )
» *gasp*...*wheeze*..."Water..."
Today was a tough day of shopping. GASP, I'm so...weak... Nothing like hardcore retail therapy to really keep it together.

Firstly I got a LOAD of pirate shite for the party on Saturday, things along the lines of: a tricorn hat with pink feathers to match my corset, a huge USAF temporary tattoo that's going to go on my chest just to be obnoxious, and a pirate sash upon which I can keep a plastic dagger with lovely gaudy plastic jewels on it. Yarrr HAR HAR HAR!

Then I got some enormous and terrifying Rita Skeeter rhinestone glasses to wear to the Harry Potter release party on Friday. YES, I am a HUGE fucking Harry Potter nerd, I don't wanna hear it, I'm so obsessed it's not even curable. I'm going as Rita Skeeter. I've even got a huge fluffy green feather quill--it's gonna be bloody spectacular. Or bloody geeky as all hell. You never know. And TWO COSTUME PARTIES IN TWO DAYS! Will this not rock the entire earth?

I also got Our Love to Admire today. I like it a lot so far. I mean, it hasn't 'clicked' yet, but I like what I hear.

AND I got the CUTEST FUCKING pair of shoes ever, red flats with black bows. They're adorable, I have two other high-heeled versions of it in black and pink and WOW, it's obvious I have two 'x' chromosomes 'cause I'm a shitfaced shoewhore.

And I finally mailed my Adam's birthday gift. YAY! I love him.

Camwhore in my piratey corset. )
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So I lied. I got my fourth tattoo this morning after I woke up with this insane desire to get pumped full of ink. I love it, and this lyric, so very very much. It's so incredibly personal to me and it's perfect.



*loves arm* Ow.

The bit round me armpit is stretched slightly, but...hey. It's awesome.
» DUDE!
I can't believe I'm reviving this piece of shit this close to my leaving, but WOW, I really missed my LJ! How sad!

Well, once I got out of Interpol Slash, I took a short 2-month hiatus and stumbled upon the world of AFIslash. Yes, it's pretty much been my home for the past year. I love my AFIslashers. I also got three tattoos, a life-threatening mental illness, and my fucking diploma! Thank god!

And, I'm leaving for Air Force BMT in 30 days precisely. Hallelujah!!!!

So, how's everyone? Will anyone even know I'm here?
» I hate men.
Forget him. Forget everything I said about him, about him not being a bad man. About me wanting him back and still loving him and all that shit.

He told me he slept in the same bed with some girl at a party named Tahnee while we were engaged...and then he broke up with me to date her.

What is left of my heart is broken completely. Luke, you are a hypocritical bastard and I hope you go to hell. And I mean that completely. Thank you for breaking every part of me into pieces.
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Tom has a super biiiiiiiiiiiiiiig secret. ^_____________________^

Don't spoil it, for those of you who know. If any.
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Three words:

I got mine!

*snork*

x
» Blindside
Oh, wow. I just about died and went to heaven. Liek woah.

First, they were having a band meet-and-greet at a little coffee shoppe downtown, so Kory, me, Dave and Chloe went down there and I got all their signatures and got to talk to them a little. [They made small talk with me. Wow! I should be dead about now--I nearly went into cardiac arrest.] But they're really nice guys and noticed the "Jag Alskar Blindside" sign on my back, and asked me if I spoke any Swedish. [A little, not much.] It was pretty wicked.

So then we stood in line for about 800 years [3 hours] waiting for the show to begin. I wasn't too terribly enthused about The Showdown--they sounded like Deep South Confederate Punk, which I hate. You know, Confederate flags and stuff. Plus they weren't too good...too much screaming and noise.

Showbread was fucking great but I practically died the whole time I was in there, the pit was enormous and the air was wetter than anything. I didn't get any good pictures because I was always so far back. But wow, what an amazing show.

Then, of course, Blindside. I stayed close the whole time for them, about a freakin' hour and a half, getting the shit beat out of me [unintentionally] by a mass of people trying to squash me into the stage. Pictures are at the end, I don't have much to say as it was a typical concert with brilliant fuckin' music, as always. I don't remember much about the playlist, but here's what I do remember: A couple of new songs, Caught A Glimpse, Follow You Down, Shekina, Pitiful, Eye of The Storm, Cute Boring Love, About A Burning Fire, King Of The Closet, All Of Us. Not in order, but I think I got all of them.

I ended up by the world's tallest, skinniest guy [I asked him after the show, and he turned out to be 7'1"] so I just leant against him whenever I felt dizzy...and there were a couple of times I was screaming and then I couldn't stand. I kept getting afraid that he was going to pass out, because if he passed out, there was not going to be anyone who could possibly move him. Then I spent half my time trying to push in in front of him or keep his elbows out of the top of my head [he brought his elbows down gently, thank god, or I would have a cracked skull about now, I met them about 5 different times with my cranium]. It was nice getting super-hot and sweaty with a stranger for a change.

Not much else to report except that you should have seen the thickness of my cigarettes [they were in my breastpocket] after the pit. A hint: I could have flossed my teeth with them, seriously.

pictures, bitches! )

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